A Sad Saturday Afternoon My Saturday afternoon has been completely spoiled by this tragic piece of news. This is hitting people where it hurts the most, when the everyday fabric is ripped to shreds. Earthquakes, floods, landslides, hurricanes, bomb blasts and wars, maybe the world really is coming to an end.
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Dog Ate Questionnaire I fell off my chair laughing when I read this. The nominee to the SCOTUS submitted answers that were considered "inadequate", "insufficient" and "insulting". Wow.
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More or Less
You climb into bed and turn off the light, hoping she'll show up in this room. It doesn't have to be the real Miss Saeki - that fifteen-year-old girl would be fine. It doesn't matter what form she takes - a living spirit, an illusion - but you have to see her, have to have her beside you. Your brain is so full of her it's ready to burst, your body about to explode into pieces. Still, no matter how much you want her to be here, no matter how long you wait, she never appears. All you hear is the faint rustle of wind outside, birds softly cooing in the night. You hold your breath, staring off into the gloom. You listen to the wind, trying to read something into it, straining to catch a hint of what it might mean. But all that surrounds you are different shades of darkness. Finally, you give up, close your eyes, and fall asleep.
Current Mood: Rotten Thomas Friedman speaks today of a very particular problem I've been fretting over a lot more since I heard of the bombings in London. For one, the co-ordinated blasts brought back memories of a hot March day in 1993 when Bombay was rocked by 13 blasts, one after another, in one of the worst terrorist attacks ever carried out on a major metropolis. The locus of my discomfort is my very identity, my name, officially it is Mohammed Ubaid, Mohamed Amin Diyan - a beautiful example of clerical apathy toward a new born and my parents' excitement (inexperience?) gone awry in naming their first baby. If you were paying attention you'd notice that not only do I have two Mohammeds in my name, but also that both have different spellings. I don't know what shackles the name will raise with skeptical immigration officers but as Friedman points out, with the London blasts, everybody in the West loses a bit of their freedom. I won't be surprised if, after scanning my ID, someone gives me a particularly suspicious look, offended and frustrated yes, but not surprised. I detest the fact that I have to actually state out loud how I absolutely hate Osama bin Laden and everyone else of his ilk, shouldn't that be the default expectation from any normal person? Muslim or otherwise? My religious persuasion, or rather the complete lack of it, does not appear on my identification documents but my name does, so though I don't believe in any kind of religious philosophy, the onus is still on me to spell it out for those who doubt my devotion to Salman Rushdie rather than bin Laden. The op-ed points out that though a fatwa was issued against Rushdie, no such judgement has been passed against the man responsible for thousands of civilian deaths around the world and for making everyday life for Muslims a little more difficult. I couldn't agree more, why has no fatwa been issued against him? Actually I don't even know what a Muslim leader is, I don't think the princes and dictators of Arab countries represent me, and the so called Muslim leaders in India are not all that representative of my thinking either. I feel completely helpless right now, I'm not responsible for what terrorists do in the name of Islam, I can't do anything personally to stop them, I don't identify with their ideas or their causes, heck I don't even identify with religion anymore so what recourse do I have except, perhaps, change my name to something more innocuous? I'm going to India for a month on vacation and my biggest concern right now is what's going to happen when I go to get my visa stamped at the Mumbai consulate, and what happens at the immigration counter when I fly back to LAX. Sigh, this is all so depressing.
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Why The Babri Masjid Needs To Go This just in, the Babri Masjid in Ayodhya was attacked by four terrorists this morning, to what end I can't fathom, but all were killed and their attack foiled. I don't understand what foiled means here, however, for I can't imagine what they were after in the complex. Idols? I remember the day when the Babri Masjid was torn down, almost thirteen years ago, and when, a few days later, my hometown erupted in some of the most gruesome riots in recent memory (though Godhra eclipsed even that, we get worse with the years, not better). The dispute is a deep and complex issue, it has historical aspects and entire volumes can be devoted to who has rights over the land, but I personally see no reason for the Muslim community not to renounce all claim over the land and let a Ram temple be built there. For Muslims, the Babri Masjid is just another mosque, not of particularly deep historical or religious significance, for the Hindus it represents the birth place of Rama, perhaps equivalent to Mecca if you had to draw a parallel. Renouncing claim over the land will not only help heal what can only be described a deep wound on the secular character of Indian society, it will go a long way in shaping the dialog that needs to take place between Indian Muslims and Indians of every other religious persuasion. Growing up as a Muslim in India, I think I felt the most threatened only after the Masjid was demolished on December 6, 1992, a day described by it's architect as the saddest/most unfortunate day of his life. Irrespective of whether there historically existed a Ram temple at the same spot and whether Babur demolished it, I believe it is not unreasonable for a temple to be built there, it wouldn't deprive the Muslims of a place to worship and it would give the Hindus some kind of closure. The only reasons not to do this would be (a) It gives the impression of giving in to the strong arm tactics of radical organizations like the VHP and RSS (b) It is completely possible similar claims will be made in other Hindu holy cities like Mathura and Kaashi, with or without justification. Just like changing the names of cities to what they were before the British Raj advances nothing but political agendas, so also will demolishing mosques and building temples in their places do little to advance the secular dialog between the country's religious communities. UPDATE: This morning I realize, the title of this post is a bit off, the Babri Masjid is already gone, but I'm going to profess the idea of reconstructing the mosque and the claim over the land should go, and will leave the title as it is.
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Turn My Orientation On Said The Fruit Fly I've been away, doing nothing in particular, fretting, mostly. I wish I'd been recording all the wonderful news that's been coming from genetic research though, right from the mind bending work being done in South Korea by Dr. Woo Suk Hwang's team to today's feature in the NYT on sexual orientation in fruit flies. There was another, somewhat sobering, piece by Nicholas Wade on May 3 that discussed chimeras in the lab, fascinating stuff.
In other news, I've recently finished reading two rather interesting works by Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood - the coming of age story of a passive and somewhat disturbed young man, and The Wind-up Bird Chronicle - a hauntingly imagined novel filled with neurotic characters. Highly recommended. So then.
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Comments Rain, hail and a minor earthquake, looks like all sorts of action is taking place in the SFV. A friend comments I haven't been writing anything interesting lately, heck I haven't been writing period. I think I'm suffering from blog fatigue. Or maybe just fatigue, big, boring, couldn't care less if everything goes to the dogs fatigue. Later.
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Cool Stuff It's when I see stuff like this that I get the feeling whatever I'm doing is not all that important in the order of things. Amazing, absolutely, mind-bogglingly amazing.
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And those who were seen dancing were thought to be insane by those who could not hear the music.
-Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche, philosopher (1844-1900)
I Get Off Here Huygens has landed! This is the kind of thing that sends shivers up my spine. From the WaPo,
The European Space Agency's Huygens space probe smacked into the smoggy atmosphere of Saturn's moon Titan Friday, turned on its instruments and parachuted safely 789 miles to the ground in a near-perfect ending to one of the most dramatic missions in the history of space travel.
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Titan holds a particular fascination for scientists. Not only is it the only moon in the solar system known to have a significant atmosphere, but it is also regarded as "pre-biotic," having several characteristics probably possessed by the Earth before life evolved.
These include an atmosphere composed mostly of nitrogen and the presence of water ice and hydrocarbons, the building blocks of life. As a solar system laboratory, however, Titan is condemned by its 900-milion-mile distance from the sun to be frozen in time.
Up to Friday, Titan had frustrated all efforts to get a clear peek at its surface. Methane in the atmosphere reacts in the sunshine to wrap the moon in a permanent blanket of smog -- green at higher altitudes, probably orange on the ground. Huygens was designed to breach this shroud of secrecy.
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"I spent today watching my life pass before my eyes," said a visibly emotional Alphonso V. Diaz, NASA's associate administrator for science. "It's just incredible. There will only be one first successful landing on Titan, and this was it."
Another Harebrained Idea Aziz Poonawala of City of Brass responds to this rather foolish proposal suggesting maybe it is time to close down public libraries. I've been a member of the LAPL for almost three years now, and can't imagine why anyone would want to do away with the library system. The reasons offered in the proposal by Doverspa at Redstate are superfluous, lame, for lack of a better word. Aziz offers an excellent defense,
I am opposed to this for the reason that libraries are not just repositories of books - they serve an integral cohesive role in local communities that no bookstore can hope to replace.
First, librarians choose books for the collections based on concerns other than best-seller lists and marketing. If Borders and B&N replaced libraries entirely, we'd have much less rich a tapestry of literature and instead have aisles of derivative chaff.
Look at the science fiction section of any library and compare it to the B&N section. At the library, youll find older works by Asimov, out of print stuff by Heinlein, rare stuff by Dick and compendiums and anthologies crammed full of short stories that just aren't in print any longer - true treasures. Meanwhile at B&N, you find about fifty nearly identical ripoffs of each other and a pile of movie novelizations. You will find some of the main classics (Foundation, Stranger, etc) but none of the secondary sphere of supporting works). The same analogy can be made with any genre. The point is that blind reliance upon market entities will filter the content in very dramatically different ways than will a professional class. It would be disastrous.
Hmm, Good Question Edge.org, an idea site would be the simplest, albeit incomplete, description of which, presented 118 scientists, philosophers and researchers with one question, "WHAT DO YOU BELIEVE IS TRUE EVEN THOUGH YOU CANNOT PROVE IT?", via The New York Times and Edge.org, here are my favorite responses,
I believe, but I cannot prove, that all life, all intelligence, all creativity and all "design" anywhere in the universe, is the direct or indirect product of Darwinian natural selection. It follows that design comes late in the universe, after a period of Darwinian evolution. Design cannot precede evolution and therefore cannot underlie the universe.
- Richard Dawkins
Evolutionary biologist, Oxford University; author, "The Ancestor's Tale"
Irrational choices.
I do not believe that people are capable of rational thought when it comes to making decisions in their own lives. People believe they are behaving rationally and have thought things out, of course, but when major decisions are made - who to marry, where to live, what career to pursue, what college to attend, people's minds simply cannot cope with the complexity. When they try to rationally analyze potential options, their unconscious, emotional thoughts take over and make the choice for them.
- Roger Schank
Psychologist and computer scientist; author, "Designing World-Class E-Learning"
Mine would be a fairly simple, straightforward case of an unjustifiable belief, namely that there is no god(s) or such a thing as a soul (whatever the religiously inclined of the right persuasion mean by that word). ...
I'm taken with religious folks who argue that you not only can, but should believe without requiring proof. Mine is to not believe without requiring proof. Mind you, it would be perfectly fine with me if there were a proof that there is no god. Some might view this as a potential public health problem, given the number of people who would then run damagingly amok. But it's obvious that there's no shortage of folks running amok thanks to their belief. So that wouldn't be a problem and, all things considered, such a proof would be a relief - many physicists, especially astrophysicists, seem weirdly willing to go on about their communing with god about the Big Bang, but in my world of biologists, the god concept gets mighty infuriating when you spend your time thinking about, say, untreatably aggressive childhood leukemia.
- Robert Sapolsky
Neuroscientist, Stanford University, author, "A Primate's Memoir"
I believe that consciousness and its contents are all that exists. Space-time, matter and fields never were the fundamental denizens of the universe but have always been, from their beginning, among the humbler contents of consciousness, dependent on it for their very being.
The world of our daily experience - the world of tables, chairs, stars and people, with their attendant shapes, smells, feels and sounds - is a species-specific user interface to a realm far more complex, a realm whose essential character is conscious. It is unlikely that the contents of our interface in any way resemble that realm.
Indeed the usefulness of an interface requires, in general, that they do not. For the point of an interface, such as the Windows interface on a computer, is simplification and ease of use. We click icons because this is quicker and less prone to error than editing megabytes of software or toggling voltages in circuits.
Evolutionary pressures dictate that our species-specific interface, this world of our daily experience, should itself be a radical simplification, selected not for the exhaustive depiction of truth but for the mutable pragmatics of survival.
If this is right, if consciousness is fundamental, then we should not be surprised that, despite centuries of effort by the most brilliant of minds, there is as yet no physicalist theory of consciousness, no theory that explains how mindless matter or energy or fields could be, or cause, conscious experience.
- Donald Hoffman
Cognitive scientist, University of California, Irvine; author, "Visual Intelligence"
The "rotten-to-the-core" assumption about human nature espoused so widely in the social sciences and the humanities is wrong. This premise has its origins in the religious dogma of original sin and was dragged into the secular twentieth century by Freud, reinforced by two world wars, the Great Depression, the cold war, and genocides too numerous to list. The premise holds that virtue, nobility, meaning, and positive human motivation generally are reducible to, parasitic upon, and compensations for what is really authentic about human nature: selfishness, greed, indifference, corruption and savagery. The only reason that I am sitting in front of this computer typing away rather than running out to rape and kill is that I am "compensated," zipped up, and successfully defending myself against these fundamental underlying impulses.
In spite of its widespread acceptance in the religious and academic world, there is not a shred of evidence, not an iota of data, which compels us to believe that nobility and virtue are somehow derived from negative motivation. On the contrary, I believe that evolution has favored both positive and negative traits, and many niches have selected for morality, co-operation, altruism, and goodness, just as many have also selected for murder, theft, self-seeking, and terrorism.
More plausible than the rotten-to-the-core theory of human nature is the dual aspect theory that the strengths and the virtues are just as basic to human nature as the negative traits: that negative motivation and emotion have been selected for by zero-sum-game survival struggles, while virtue and positive emotion have been selected for by positive sum game sexual selection. These two overarching systems sit side by side in our central nervous system ready to be activated by privation and thwarting, on the one hand, or by abundance and the prospect of success, on the other
- Martin E.P. Seligman
Psychologist, University of Pennsylvania, Author, Authentic Happiness
How do we remember the past? There are many answers to this question, depending on whether you are an historian, artist or scientist. As a scientist I have wanted to know where in the brain memories are stored and how they are stored—the genetic and neural mechanisms. Although neuroscientists have made tremendous progress in uncovering neural mechanisms for learning, I believe, but cannot prove, that we are all looking in the wrong place for long-term memory.
I have been puzzled by my ability to remember my childhood, despite the fact that most of the molecules in my body today are not the same ones I had as a child—in particular, the molecules that make up my brain are constantly turning over, being replaced with newly minted molecules. Perhaps memories only seem to be stable. Rehearsal strengthens memories, and can even alter them. However, I have detailed memories of specific places where I lived 50 years ago that I doubt I ever rehearsed but can be easily verified, so the stability of long-term memories is a real problem.
Textbooks in neuroscience, including one that I coauthored, say that memories are stored at synapses between neurons in the brain, of which there are many. In neural network models of memory, information can be stored by selectively altering the strengths of the synapses, and "spike-time dependent plasticity" at synapses in the cerebral cortex has been found with these properties. This is a hot area of research, but all we need to know here is that patterns of neural activity can indeed modify a lot of molecular machinery inside a neuron.
If memories are stored as changes to molecules inside cells, which are constantly being replaced, how can a memory remain stable over 50 years? My hunch is that everyone is looking in the wrong place: that the substrate of really old memories is located not inside cells, but outside cells, in the extracellular space. The space between cells is not empty, but filled with a matrix of tough material that is difficult to dissolve and turns over very slowly if at all. The extracellular matrix connects cells and maintains the shape of the cell mass. This is why scars on your body haven't changed much after decades of sloughing off skin cells.
My intuition is based on a set of classic experiments on the neuromuscular junction between a motor neuron and a muscle cell, a giant synapse that activates the muscle. The specialized extracellular matrix at the neuromuscular junction, called the basal lamina, consists of proteoglycans, glycoproteins, including collagen, and adhesion molecules such as laminin and fibronectin. If the nerve that activates a muscle is crushed, the nerve fiber grows back to the junction and forms a specialized nerve terminal ending. This occurs even if the muscle cell is also killed. The memory of the contact is preserved by the basal lamina at the junction. Similar material exists at synapses in the brain, which could permanently maintain overall connectivity despite the coming and going of molecules inside neurons.
How could we prove that the extracellular matrix really is responsible for long-term memories? One way to disprove it would be to disrupt the extracellular matrix and see if the memories remain. This can be done with enzymes or by knocking out one or more key molecules with techniques from molecular genetics. If I am right, then all of your memories—what makes you a unique individual—are contained in the endoskeleton that connects cells to each other. The intracellular machinery holds memories temporarily and decides what to permanently store in the matrix, perhaps while you are sleeping. It might be possible someday to stain this memory endoskeleton and see what memories look like.
- Terrence Sejnowski
Computational Neuroscientist, Howard Hughes Medical Institute; Coauthor, The Computational Brain
The Brain Basis of Talent
I believe that human talents are based on distinct patterns of brain connectivity. These patterns can be observed as the individual encounters and ultimately masters an organized activity or domain in his/her culture.
Consider three competing accounts:
#1 Talent is a question of practice. We could all become Mozarts or Einsteins if we persevered.
#2 Talents are fungible. A person who is good in one thing could be good in everything.
#3 The basis of talents is genetic. While true, this account misleadingly implies that a person with a "musical gene" will necessarily evince her musicianship, just as she evinces her eye color or, less happily, Huntington's disease.
My Account: The most apt analogy is language learning. Nearly all of us can easily master natural languages in the first years of life. We might say that nearly all of us are talented speakers. An analogous process occurs with respect to various talents, with two differences:
1. There is greater genetic variance in the potential to evince talent in areas like music, chess, golf, mathematics, leadership, written (as opposed to oral) language, etc.
2. Compared to language, the set of relevant activities is more variable within and across cultures. Consider the set of games. A person who masters chess easily in culture l, would not necessarily master poker or 'go' in culture 2.
As we attempt to master an activity, neural connections of varying degrees of utility or disutility form. Certain of us have nervous systems that are predisposed to develop quickly along the lines needed to master specific activities (chess) or classes of activities (mathematics) that happen to be available in one or more cultures. Accordingly, assuming such exposure, we will appear talented and become experts quickly. The rest of us can still achieve some expertise, but it will take longer, require more effective teaching, and draw on intellectual faculties and brain networks that the talented person does not have to use.
This hypothesis is currently being tested by Ellen Winner and Gottfried Schlaug. These investigators are imaging the brains of young students before they begin music lessons and for several years thereafter. They also are imaging control groups and administering control (non-music) tasks. After several years of music lessons, judges will determine which students have musical "talent." The researchers will document the brains of musically talented children before training, and how these brains develop.
If Account #1 is true, hours of practice will explain all. If #2 is true, those best at music should excel at all activities. If #3 is true, individual brain differences should be observable from the start. If my account is true, the most talented students will be distinguished not by differences observable prior to training but rather by the ways in which their neural connections alter during the first years of training.
- Howard Gardner
Psychologist, Harvard University; Author, Changing Minds
? If you had the choice of two women to wed,
(Though of course the idea is quite absurd)
And the first from her heels to her dainty head
Was charming in every sense of the word:
And yet in the past (I grieve to state),
She never had been exactly "straight".
And the second -- she was beyond all cavil,
A model of virtue, I must confess;
And yet, alas! she was dull as the devil,
And rather a dowd in the way of dress;
Though what she was lacking in wit and beauty,
She more than made up for in "sense of duty".
Now, suppose you must wed, and make no blunder,
And either would love you, and let you win her --
Which of the two would you choose, I wonder,
The stolid saint or the sparkling sinner?
